Thursday, December 22, 2011

I have stopped for death

Charles F. #ghostboy #shreveport #louisiana #death #grief PHOTO BY KATHRYN USHER Fontane Furniture Touch-Up and Repair Est. 1968 PHOTO BY KATHRYN USHER Sunset South Highlands November 4 2011 How is possible for a day to be so sweet and autumn beautiful and be so so hard? #love #grace #beauty #birthday #shreveport #louisiana #igersoflouisiana #death #grief PHOTO BY KATHRYN USHER Charlie, you would have been 61 today. Thank you for my baby girl Katee! She's the best. #shreveport #igersoflouisiana #iphone4s #louisiana And I in my cap had just settled our brains for a long winter's nap IMG_0500 Your drawer in the bathroom three months after I finally cleaned it out. Razors and dental floss everywhere. #shreveport #louisiana #grief #ghostboy #death #kathrynusher
I have stopped for death
it's been three months
when it was all over
you were in a cardboard box
on the dirty top of the refrigerator
perhaps you are on a long shopping trip
it is busy this dark time of year at Walmart
no
you are the dead
short days ago
you sipped coffee
smoked Doral Red 100s in a box
called to ask if I wanted to eat lunch with you
this sadness is not here all day
happy bits fight a way in
the smack down of grief
hits just when I've breathed softly for too long

1 comments:

shiborigirl said...

life is like that. and death. A very fine and poignant tribute to the process of grieving. may the step, step, step of each day ease the pain and gain wonder and peace.